A friend recently sent me a portion of
a podcast that she had listened to and I share it here.
"On Being" podcast.
Padraig O Tuama,
an Irish man talking about how he prays.
“Neither I, nor the poets I love,
found the keys to the kingdom of prayer
and we cannot force God
to stumble over us where we sit.
But, I know that it’s a good idea
to sit anyway.
So every morning I sit,
I kneel, waiting,
making friends with the habit of listening,
hoping that I’m being listened to.
There, I greet God in my own disorder.
I say hello to my chaos, my unmade decisions,
my unmade bed, my desire and my trouble.
I say hello to distraction and privilege,
I greet the day and I greet my beloved
and bewildering Jesus.
I recognize and greet my burdens,
my luck, my controlled and uncontrollable story.
I greet my untold stories, my unfolding story,
my unloved body, my own love, my own body.
I greet the things I think will happen
and I say hello to everything
I do not know about the day.
I greet my own small world
and I hope that I can meet
the bigger world that day.
I greet my story and hope that I can forget
my story during the day,
and hope that I can hear some stories,
and greet some surprising stories
during the long day ahead.
I greet God,
and I greet the God
who is more God than the God I greet.
Hello to you all,
I say, as the sun rises
above the chimneys of North Belfast.
Hello.”
Somehow- greeting God
in my own disorder- strikes home.
Perhaps too often I have a habit
of making a Big God
try to fit in my small world.
Lord, enlarge my world of listening,
help me to capture the stories of others,
that I may see YOU in the day to day
of family, friends and neighbors. Amen.